Saturday afternoon, I stood in Circle for the first time in over a decade. It did more to heal my heart than months and months of therapy could. This doesn’t mean I’m giving up therapy – I know I still need it. But there are some things therapy can’t fix. Too many years of self-doubt and a conviction that I was unworthy had created a Goddess shaped hole in my heart and soul that I wasn’t even aware of until She filled it back up again.
I have to remember this. I have to remember to LOOK for Her when I’m feeling lost. I don’t want to wait another 10-plus years to feel that way again.